| Wednesday, July 09, 2008 |
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for all those who asked, the new job has been reasonably splendid. thank you very much! do i love it enough to not want to return to the states? Nope.. but its enough to keep me sane in sunny little singapore.
anyway, I have 3 raves for this week.
1) Rave Number ONE
O Cha Cha cafe at Raffles City Shopping Center is toooo die for.. almost orgasmic in fact. I love love love absolutely love green tea, i'll even dump thomas for it. So O Cha Cha cafe is like a dream come true. green tea green tea everywhere. from the shakes to lattes to sponge cakes. and they even have yummy sandwiches. I say try to egg sandwich which has sweet stuffing.. simply amazing. so yay yay yay for the owner of O cha cha cafe. May someone have the heart to create a green tea cocktail and then u know i'll be an alcoholic in heaven.
2) Rave Number TWO
This may be a bit outdated but Armin Van Buuren's A State of Trace 2007 collection is also fantastic. If vocal trance is your thing, this is a must hear. Its soothing enough to calm u down but mixed with beats enough to keep that zen like high. So yay for armin van buuren for another great collection. I loved u in miami and I will continue to love u here in singapore. although Tiesto is still my main lover, u come in a close second.
3) Rave Number THREE
This random bar called Klee in Portsdown Road. Its still hidden and not exposed to the public yet. Klee is set in ulu Portsdown road and if u're not careful, u might just miss it. The only cocktail bar which does EVERYTHING u want and is the venue for my next event. Its small enough to feel cosy but not claustrophobic. It has a nice ambience and u just want to chill in an unpretentious location. I say try their Apple Martini made from apples imported from the UK and try their dried Fugu with sweet Japanese mayo.
Anyway, I know like I sound like I work for these people. Well I don't. I just thought that nice things should be shared with everyone!
Nat |
| posted by 3 @ 9:37 AM |
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| Friday, June 20, 2008 |
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so another one of us leaves for australia tomorrow.
good luck. we love you. you'll always be my best friend's special boyfriend and you'll always be our superstar SEA GAMES waterpolo player rolled into Cleo Bachelor hottness.
Take care and I hope you enjoy your new journey...
You'll do fine.
Nat |
| posted by 3 @ 4:03 PM |
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| Thursday, June 19, 2008 |
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Hillary Clinton said " There's more to life than adultery".
Is there? Really??
What if your relation stood for 70% of you and you thought that despite everything that has occured you thought that you could still climb the mountain and make it pass the other side? But only to realize that sometimes, you just need to be realistic and that you cannot mask or smile away reality and you can't pretend that it didn't happen as well.
I thought we are supposed to get better with age. Like wine. Where it tastes better and finer as time passes. But I feel like a fruit. The longer you leave it on a table, the lousier it gets and eventually, it just becomes plain rotten.
and shit.. i'm not even all that old yet. just angry.
and to think i thought i'll be married by 25 and have 5 kids and a nice life.. heck!
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 9:53 AM |
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| Tuesday, June 17, 2008 |
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which is worse:
(a) walking into your spouse/partner having sex with someone else
or
(b) walking into your child having sex with his/her partner??
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... tricky tricky
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| posted by 3 @ 2:18 PM |
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| Wednesday, June 11, 2008 |
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ask anyone and they will tell u that natalie loves to run away. its like her solution to every problem regardless of the magnitude of damage. running away has to be my top favorite solution to everything.
so what happens when your heart is still semi broken? i suggest you just take off and leave...even if its for a few days. because the change of scenery will do you so much good.
at least for that few days, i'm on a different stage. a different group of audience. actually heck, no one cares about you. no one gives u that look of expectation or pressure u to finish this, complete that, find this, solve that. no one. absolutely no one. thats why i love being overseas. i love being isolated from issues, from people, from problems, from pain.
I don't function well with too much happiness because at the back of my mind, there's always this annoying voice which will continously warn me for the downfall to come. so i've learnt, to not enjoy too much happiness because the harder you smile and laugh, the greater the fall will become. and no, my ass is not that big to take a hard fall time and time again.
but having said all that, i guess u'll be happy to know that sydney has been absolutely fantastic. heck , i might even extend my stay. who cares!
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 10:15 PM |
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| Monday, June 09, 2008 |
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i removed the tag board because the spams were just annoying.
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 11:01 AM |
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u know how things happen.
happened for a matter of fact and somehow, underneath all that, u understand and comprehend that it has already happened and no matter how ugly or painful or disgusting it is, u'll never understand why or how it happened but since it has already occured, u'll find all the ways to digest it and try to move on?
sometimes, we try to twist and turn our way into finding the truth. Sometimes, we make up excuses so we don't really see and sometimes, we just blame ourselves that it happened. that in some shape, way or form, our actions led to one thing and it led to the mistake and we're all stuck here at this point. i'm a combination of all 3 and i'm trying to move forward.
well, i don't think moving forward is the main issue anymore. I think its the commitment to want to move forward that matters. because i can look past what happened if u're willing to tell me the truth and if u're willing to hold my hand and help me cross the bridge. no point hoping we'll get to nicer far away place when we can't even cross the road that is staring right in front of us.
a few days ago, i made a statement while walking to the bus stop that if i were to hold your hand, i'll feel 100% confident that if i closed my eyes, i can trust you to guide me through and keep me afloat without bumping into someone else. I feel confident enough to give you what i have and let you make desicions and run with it.
ask me today and i'll tell you that i'm quite hesitant. because i don't know what your intentions are and I don't think you can promise me to not break me into pieces. i don't think i'm your priority like you are to me and i don't think i'm remotely even close to your top 3.
but things happen. and they always will. who am i to say that i won't make things happen to you, to us or even for me?
i hope that when u make your decisions or map out the path u want to take, u'll step aside for a minute and think about me. that we've invested many years and that its not always just about one person. I hope that you'll look at things from a bigger perspective and that maybe, the smaller minor details are not longer that important. I hope that you will understand that u're dealing with someone very fragile at this point of time and that every action, word and possibly even thoughts will spiral to something else.
i just want to move forward. the past was nice. it wasn't always very pretty but it was... nice. its time to make things better. to look forward to newer and better things. i've made enough scarifices to have better things come my way. come our way. and i hope that maybe, just maybe, for once, you'll see it from my side.
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| posted by 3 @ 10:22 AM |
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| Tuesday, May 27, 2008 |
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oh my. i dont know if anyone still reads our blog but yes this is a longgggg overdue update!
im officially 24!! eh. but actually it doesnt really feel different now that we're in the 20s.
its the holidayssssss!!! but i start practicum at SJI 3 weeks frm now, so thats not much of a break. anyhow, still had time to catch my breath in batam recently. i tell you the SPA package from harris resort is the single most worth it deal one can ever get.
nice nice balcony in batam villa..
on a side note, i did my hair again..yay!
no need to bother about blowdrying and combing..wake up and viola ready to go! |
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