| Tuesday, May 18, 2004 |
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My parents are in hawaii. And they are irritating the fuck out of me. I've been patient. i've been understanding but seriously, i think the few months alone has changed me quite abit. i can no longer take noise. in any forms. snore, loud tv channels at 5 in the morning, my mother's sharp screams, my fathers complains. i can no longer take family drama. my mom checking my dad's hp in the middle of the night only to fuck him up the next morning. they take forever to get ready and once they realise they're late, they fuck me up for it. i can no longer tolerate ridiculous instructions. my mom wants to confiscate my phone because i was msgin at 1am. my dad wants to cut my tv because MTV plays too many black videos. my parents want to send me away because they say i've become jaded and i have a fetish for black boys. they say i've changed. i look better physically but i've degraded emotionally and morally. seriously. i am pissed off.
i'm almost 20. i live in my own apartment. i do my own things. when i'm broke i find other means to make ends meet. and i've been heart broken. u think having two people fly all the way here to point out your obvious flaws will make life better? and they keep reminding me that i have to go home and take care of them and the paul family. because i'm the youngest paul. i have to take care of my granny and my aunties and everything. well, guess what? i have a useless fat ass brother at home who's a dj. and my dad just gave him his company which is worth $42million. yeah. $42million. and guess who has to come home and take care of the family and pay the house debt?!?!?! ME!?!?!?! wtf man...
i'm thinking of eloping. of marrying my ex bf and moving to another state. of using the military money to pay for my education. and working and living off his extra military pay.
roar!!! push me somemore. u muthafuckers. push me somemore.
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