| Friday, May 28, 2004 |
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this is in conjuction with jamie's and melody's entry.
mel and jess turned 3 years a few days back. man.. they have my admiration and respect. i don't know them really well because time doesn't permit but in all honesty, i think its really difficult to commit oneself to someone for that long. i wouldn't know, i've only been with my boy for almost a year. but i guess thats long enough to understand that u'll reach a point when the honeymoon period runs out and when u realise that love alone isn't enough to sustain the relationship. and it begins to get tiring. but its all good, despite all the bullshit that has happened. but back to mel and jess, i thought to myself that if i ever stayed with a boy for 3 years, man.. i'm better marry that fucker. all the cooking and washing of his dirty underwear, man, it better be for some good. u know? nah.. i'm just playin. but on the real, i guess if u stayed with someone for so long during the teenage going to adult years. the 17-21 years old stage. man, u'll just grow into each other and seriously, i think it'll become so hard to get rid of the person. and the longer u stay, the harder it is to let go..
then this comes to jamie's entry. about wedding songs. funny how i never thought about that. i was never that kind of girl who thought about my special wedding day or how my wedding gown was gonna look. maybe i'll eventually become a christian and get married in a church in some rural area beside the lake? maybe i'll be cheap and get married in a small chapel by some motel? maybe i'll get pregnant and instead of getting married, i'm trying to run away from my parents?? but i've never thought about marriage. as in seriously, i know i talk alot of shit, but i never saw myself getting married to someone. let alone think about the wedding and wedding cake or my wedding song. i would love to someday, settle down and have 5 lil natalies running around. but then again, i'm afraid too. because i don't think there's someone out there who would be willig to give up everything to be with me. to give up the single life ( lying , cheating, sneaking around included) and stay home and suck up all my flaws. it's a pretty scary thought. but then again, if i marry, i want it to be a one time thing. just wham. okay, i found my boy and we live happily ever after even if he has his dirty habits like leaving the toilet roll on the floor, peeing and never flushing , farting all the time and blaming it on me, mixing his dirty clothes and clean ones in the same drawer, having mismatched socks, taking all the blanket late at night, eating up everything in the fridge including all my imported singaporean food.just to name a few. not that its all real, i made some up.
but if i were to get married tomorrow, this would be my song: My baby -- Janet Jackson and Kanye West
"....
So many said we'd (never)
Never know love like this (but)
They never felt your kiss (felt your kiss)
And how good your touch could be (so)
Many a days I face the pressure to walk away (way)
From what the people say (people say)
Baby (baby) these butterflies they never lie
Been thru so much pain before (and)
Baby (baby) - I had to try
'Cause you're not like most guys
And I ain't ashamed to say that you're my...
Baby (baby)
Don't matter what they say baby (baby)
They just don't know my baby
And how I feel about you
Baby (baby)
Don't matter what they say baby (baby)
I won't let go my baby
And how I feel about you"
and yes, i think i'll be a domesticated wife. doing the cooking and the laundry and the screaming at the kids.
nat
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