| Friday, July 30, 2004 |
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" It's like a giant Pang Sai!!" - eli on giving birth
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 2:12 PM |
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People always say that lawyers are the most slimy, bitchy, backstabbing sons of bitches alive.
Either they're wrong, or i'm really lucky. because the ones i know, are some of the most fucking trustworthy people i know. you know who you are guys, thank you for just being you. i had fun tonight! :)
but the bitchy part i don't deny. haha
mei |
| posted by 3 @ 2:34 AM |
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| Thursday, July 29, 2004 |
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sometimes i wonder how my life would be like if i were a true blue lesbian. i have nothing against the male species neither do i have anything against the whole girl on girl action. but really, sometimes, i really wonder. has it ever occur to you that the butches always get pretty girls? or that most lesbionic relationships last for a very very long time? is it the female gentleness and connection? or is it the wild female sex? maybe its the understanding? maybe the innate ability to spur out loving gentle words in an instant? or it could simply be that the sex is overwhelming.???
a few days back, i saw this butch. her name's bianca. back in my secondary days, she was one of the hottest butches alive. i must admit, she did look quite good then. nice dress sense, good looking butch counterparts and she had pretty gfs too. but when i saw her the other day, i couldn't figure out what was so good about her. she looked old and tired like she used too.she looked at me too but i guess she couldn't recognise me. oh well, i guess some things are better off kept in the past. likewise, some people are better off forgotten.
and sharle, if u ever read this, hello......
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 1:09 AM |
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its the kind of angst that makes you go tsk at everything.
yaaaa know, the kind that makes you wanna screammmmmmmmm your lungs out and tear your hair out.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BAD DAY BAD DAY BAD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mei |
| posted by 3 @ 12:29 AM |
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| Tuesday, July 27, 2004 |
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no swimming today. no dinner with shawn. no walking around parts of singapore. all because i'm...
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SICK SICK SICK SICK!!!! roooooooooooooooaarr.. my throat hurts like crazy my voice doesn't even sound sexy, if it did, i wouldn't really mind. my nose is stuck. i slept like a pig and i wasted the whole tuesday!!! ta ma de...
i want to go to a fortune teller.
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 10:44 PM |
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| Monday, July 26, 2004 |
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LES BALLETS TROCKADERO DE MONTE CARLO – “THE TROCKS”
Dancing a fine line between high art and high camp, Les Ballets Trockadero de Monte Carlo is a 14-man ballet company from New York who perform classical ballet excerpts, both male and female roles, to dazzling and hilarious effect.
“The Trocks” as they are affectionately known, can pirouette en pointe with a skill to rival that of any prima ballerina! With countless world tours and festival appearances to their credit “The Trocks” have firmly established themselves as a major international dance phenomenon.
RAVES & REVIEWS FROM CRITICS & MEDIA
“One of the foremost parody acts in the world!” – The Times
“….a masterpiece not to be missed!” – Time Out
“Breathtaking!” – Variety
“Had the audience most with merriment!” – The Sunday Telegraph
“The Trocks are looking better than ever!” – New York Times
“Perfect balance of tribute and send up!” – The Washington Post
“New York City Ballet. Eat your heart out!” – The Guardian
“Reduced the audience to a state of frenzied gratitude!” – The Independent
“Funniest show in town!” – The Melbourne Age
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i've been wanting to watch them for 2 years already. so i've been patiently waiting, hoping that one day, our paths would cross. men in tights. men in pointed ballet shoes. men dressed as female ballerinas. hmmmmmm.. yummy! very exciting.
so last night, i asked my dad what would be do if i fell in love with a male ballerina and brought him home to meet the parents.
my father gave me this one hell of a stare. looked at me long and hard then said that he worries about my taste in men. but quite hot what. i don't understand whats wrong with dating a ballerina. it takes alot of skill and talent for a man to dance in points u know.
but i will never meet my ballerina partner because they come in september and i fly off in august. dang.
so much for dreaming.
nat
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| posted by 3 @ 3:06 PM |
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it seems like time stood still. memories from 6 months ago are still vivid and clear. every incident, every detail. who did what, who said this, who met who.. everything seems so recent. then i went away for 6 months. and during that period of time, only i get to experience the things that happen to me. as in only i knew very well what happened to me and almost everyone from home was oblivious to my happenings. i thought that after that period of time, i could start from where we left off. but only recently did i realize that thats impossible. because during that 6 months of absense, u guys have moved on as well. u guys have shared experiences without me. some people changed a lil. some changed alot. some relationships got stronger, some didn't. many drifted apart while a few stuck together.
i'm just very emotional. but i guess this is what happens when u go away.
it sucks to be lagging behind because i dunno how to act anymore.
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 2:34 PM |
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| Friday, July 23, 2004 |
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it's not that i'm complicated.
but its always nice meeting old friends. because it brings back the simplicity of how my life used to be.
some people just have that magical powers to make a person feel that way. and the girls i met last night were exactly that.
thank u. i haven't laughed so much and hard in such a long time.
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 1:06 PM |
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| Wednesday, July 21, 2004 |
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and i missed you so today, when i heard the cheeky laughter in your voice. because it made me recall the time when i tried so hard to wake you up and you pretended to be fast asleep. you wouldn't open your eyes and i had to sing silly tunes to irritate you. it wasn't until i tickled you at your most ticklish spots that the same cheeky chuckle betrayed the fact that you were wide awake.
i do love you...
~mei~ |
| posted by 3 @ 10:12 PM |
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i recommend these songs.
1) Do you - Twista
2) Sunshine - Lil Flip
3) Get No Better - Cassidy
4) Lean Back - Fat Joe feat. Terror Squard
5) Selfish - Slum Village feat. Kanya West
6) The New Work Out Plan - Kanye West
7) Crush On You - Mr Cheeks Feat. Mario Winans
8) Goodies - Ciara feat. Petey Pablo
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 5:05 PM |
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he is a very sneaky sneaky boy. called me at 3.47am in the morning and asked me about all my wrongdoings. and because i am that kind who would blurt out the truth in an instant when i'm half asleep,i told him everything. therefore, he found out that i haven't been that angelic as i protrayed myself to be. but oh well...
so jiamei, this is why i was so alert when u called me this morning.
i also wanna say that i think chingy is very hot. SO hot. soo soo hot. and u know i've actually seen him in person. he performed at this club in hawaii and i happened to be there. that time i didn't know who chingy was and when he was on stage and was walking around, i thought to myself, wah this guy's damn hot. and it turned out that he's chingy.
and oh, its confirmed. china airlines on the 26th of august. it was only $940 to fly to hawaii. sooo.. all the stinky chinamen,here i come...
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 1:32 PM |
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| Tuesday, July 20, 2004 |
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i think i'm fated to be with china airlines.
i honestly hate that airline. its not racial bias. its just that i don't like the small seats, the lack of leg space, the horrible movie selections and most annoyingly, the large number of stinky chinamen.
the last time i took it, i almost died. worse when i had to return home. i flew from hawaii-japan-taipei (stayed a night there) -hong kong-singapore. the wait was beyond horrible.
but its cheap nat. its only $980. the next best flight would cost $1500. i hope my plane crashes then maybe my father would wake up and realise that he shouldn't have put me in a cheap stinko airline.
choy choy choy!! but u get my point! I DON'T WANT TO TAKE CHINA AIRLINES AGAIN!!! and to think that after that time, my dad promised me i won't have to take it again. but he forgotten about his promise. again. sheesh
nat
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| posted by 3 @ 5:52 PM |
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| Monday, July 19, 2004 |
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i'm that kind of person who gets real agitated when i read about celebs acting stupidly and sending out the wrong msgs. i bet i'll be that kind of mommy who would blame the HBO's porn channel for my future son's sexual acts... but seriously, it gets frustrating how some famous people can act so morally degradingly and still be so proud of their actions. makes me want to punch them!
its like the britney spears marriage thing. did u know that that boy she's gonna marry has a black girlfriend who happens to be 8 months pregnant? in addition, they have a 2 year old daughter and he's still gonna get married to another girl whom he's been dating for 2 months???? isn't that considered.. ermmm... IRRESPONSIBLE!?!? instead of hiding it, they dramatize it and make it seem like its the way to go... wtf
whatever the reason, its sending out the wrong message. i don't care. its wrong.
i read an 8 days issue a few days ago and they featured two super skinny channel 8 chinese actresses. and the magazine labelled them as "singapore beauties". i'm not saying that skinny girls are not beautiful, don't get me wrong. but when asked ivy lee how she says so slim, she said" thats because i don't eat rice." WTF!?!?!? u don't eat rice??? so if some lil fat girl wants to be slim, she shouldn't eat rice???
huh huh huh??
okay, i'm done with my very bo liao entry. i'm bored u see.
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 4:55 PM |
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| Saturday, July 17, 2004 |
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JAMIE CULLUM JUST WALKED INTO MY STORE AND I TALKED TO HIM!! AHHH!!!
*STARSTRUCK*
~eLi |
| posted by 3 @ 7:43 PM |
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its saturday.
i woke up at 7ish to go to my dad's office. been here since 8.30. it's 1.47pm now and i'm still working.
doesn't anyone realize that its saturday? half day?!! or m i just a whiner? my dad says i won't go home till 4?? nah.. i don't think i'm a whiner. its saturday!! its unethical to work for so long on a saturday. its already unethical to work past 6 on a friday, let alone work for 8hrs on a saturday. i don't care that i'm not getting paid but it's saturday!! i feel for the full time workers here man. yes, my father is an evil evil man.
just a thought. would it be worse if your boy cheats on while u're there with him or while u're at home and very far away from him?... nothing actually happened, its just a thought.
nat
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| posted by 3 @ 1:46 PM |
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| Friday, July 16, 2004 |
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For those who love trance, download this : Play It Hard (Club Mix) by DJ Jean.
it's amazing man. it's been on replay mode for more than 8 times already. just remember to blast the speakers.
i want to go for my techno party!!!!
hello hello.. is anybody hearing me?? i absolutely deserve a techno party!!
nat
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| posted by 3 @ 11:34 PM |
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and so i'm having a ball of a time here in singapore. my time seems to be well spent. i spend less time sleeping and dreaming. i feel more fulfilled. i clean the house and wash the clothes to make my mother happy. i go work at my dad's office to help him finish his project and that makes him happy too.i have more friends here. i'm never bored because i have plenty of people to call and msg. bencoolen street, mambo nights, starlight cinemas..the activities are endless.i've become friendlier, to a point where i've made friends with mei's law og group. i even smile and say hi to strange people at the club. maybe i'm not all that anti-social. actually, i've met more people here in two weeks than i have in two semesters back in hawaii (and i'm not bullshitting). i seem to be eating more. although it seriously bothers me that i'm too damn big for the female population in singapore. but the good food here is something i simply cannot resist. oh well...
it almost seems like a dream. funny how something foreign used to appeal to me but after awhile, it seems like the familarity and comfort of home becomes overwhelmingly nice. like they say, u can always leave home but u'll ultimately come back, because its home.
but being at home is at the expense of leaving someone very special behind. i won't deny that he's special. heck, i won't even deny that i'm crazily into him. but the distance is fast becoming frustrating. the lack of communication equals to the lack of faith and trust. and the abundance of temptation builds insecurities. i wish i could bridge the two worlds together because i want to be here yet i feel terribly incomplete. i'm tired of the trival fights because i seriously don't see a point in spending so much money everyday just to yell at one another. i don't understand the angry smses when i'm nothing but faithful even when i'm so far away. yes i can be bitchy. yes i club very wildly and i drink too much for my own good.yes i am insensitive at times, i won't deny that. but for most parts, i'm very misunderstood. if i could, i'll fly u over. to meet my friends, to see my home but essentially, to mend this fragile relationship.
nat
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| posted by 3 @ 11:21 PM |
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i am a spoiler. so i'm letting everyone know the finale of friends. 1) Racheal didn't go to paris in the end. she got on the plane but decided to get off so that she can be with Ross. and they did end up together, after all the whoo ha. 2) Monica and Chandler had twins. The girl gave birth to two kids and they both have a boy and a girl. 3) Joey is still joey. Phoebe remains happily married. 4) They moved out of the house and the episode ends with all 6 of them leaving their keys on the table. very fairytale. very expected. hahahahahahaaaaa... nat |
| posted by 3 @ 10:10 PM |
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what do you wear to a public pool. a bikini or a swimming costume. i asked mei this and she said it depends on what kinda public pool it is. wah very helpful huh. =P
and so i settled for a bikini because i dont want to get countless tanlines (which i still eventually got anyway) , plus my swimming costume is a fashion disaster and it disappeared, but you know a bikini's a nono to all the heartlander aunties with trailing little kids and at 2pm on a weekday afternoon all you re gonna get at the pool that very faintly resemble hunks are the 60 year old ah peks with camel cigs sitting around and chatting with the lifeguard uncles.
me. steps out of bathroom. bikini-clad and goggles in tow (very strange get up but i cant open my eyes and still see in the water i have no idea how you people do that so i have to swim with goggles) eerily peaceful. no aunties. no screaming kids. lap pool, 50metres away. 2 lifeguards sleeping. showers very new. pool very new. no one is swimming. weeeeee!!!!
and it started to drizzle.
so. the lifeguards woke up and made small talk while i waited for the rain to go away.
"xiaomei ni lai 'suntan' de huh. mei you 'sun' lei" i think they sniggered.
( hello!?!? i was there to swim and by swim i mean 20 laps or something not lie down there and tan my afternoon away.)
"mei you uncle i want to swim 25 laps!"
i was tired by 20 but knowing i said 25 and consciously aware of the lifeguard uncles i pushed for 25. gah.
hazards of wearing a bikini to a pool, it makes you look like a clueless non-atheletic vainpot who just wants a tan.
and no more public pools the next time im going to the club no matter how far it is. =(
~eLi~
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| posted by 3 @ 4:58 PM |
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| Thursday, July 15, 2004 |
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i know i sound like a lil girl when i say this but
velvet was daaaamnnn fffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 1:34 PM |
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| Tuesday, July 13, 2004 |
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isawUTTagaintodayCANYABELIEVEITTTT???????????????
i was just walking out of Crystal Jade at suntec with Ben, looking in no particular direction when this guy in a cap who had his head down, raised his head and looked up....
OH MY GOD ITS UTTTTT!!!!!!!!!
AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
so i gave him the ay, that's you look and he gave me the ay, that's you look.
and i smiled.
and i waved.
and i walked off coolly.
Two minutes later, i jumped up and clapped my feet in air squealing, "AHHHHHHH UTT REMEMBERS MEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
gosh, i'm really beginning to sound very bimbotic.
~mei~ |
| posted by 3 @ 10:24 PM |
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| Monday, July 12, 2004 |
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i hate it when people say or do things rashly. don't they realise that their actions have effects on others? because one usually underestimates the power of their words and it sucks when u're the victim.
i hate it when i'm wrongfully judged and get blasted at for very trival things. sometimes, when i'm left speechless, its not because i'm at fault, its because i'm so disappointed.i cannot keep sucking it up. i cannot keep making excuses to myself for your actions.
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 8:02 PM |
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i must admit. it feels awkwardly good to be back home again.
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 7:59 PM |
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| Saturday, July 10, 2004 |
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sooooooooo........... today was an alright day... with me at work.. at Ducktours... doing my first tour of the day.. things don't go too well.. with my nerves and shit.. then i finally end the tour.. and dock back at base....
AND THEN F**KING HELL UTT COMES ONBOARD AND RIDES MY CRAFT!!!!!!!!!!
oooh that sounded good. haha don't kill me Susie.
but yea... UTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT came on board my craft!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on MY Ducktour!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm still freaking out. I acted all cool and shit, going about my normal routine, finishing the tour, and then the minute i get off the craft i run to the Ducktours counter and I SQUEALLLLLL into the phone with nat. haha So much for being all cool.
yay yay i'm gonna be on MTV. I think. Or maybe they'll just decide that I looked too ugly with my huge pimples TWO of them on my forehead and my windblown hair IN THE WRONG DIRECTION, then they'll decide to cut me out and only show the beautiful people UTT and some pretty thai VJ. It was quite funny how they all spoke in really animated voices, didn't understand a word because it was all in Thai.
I sound damn bimbotic. AHHHHHH UTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha
He didn't tip me. hmph.
~mei~ |
| posted by 3 @ 1:50 AM |
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| Thursday, July 08, 2004 |
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once and again
deja vus. ive been getting alot of them lately, they bug me really. its intriguing how deja vus hit you, moments very unsuspectingly come up and you get that familiar buzz.( oh i just learnt last night that buzz is the buzzword for being 'high' according to nat's dictionary of american slang, but i digress) anyhow. im always almost positive ive dreamt of a certain scenario before when i get a deja vu, like you ve gone through that motion and the only different thing is the fact that you know you re having a deja vu in your head. but ive even had this once when i was deja vu-ing having a deja vu while in a deja vu.
I read a theory that time is not linear, linear time is created by humans to give order to what seems like the chaos of our lives, thus our subconscious minds can access all events that we are personally connected to in what we call the past, present and future. so when we experience that sensation of deja vu its our subconscious mind recognizing the life that we've so called, already lived but dont consciously know, since the conscious mind follows linear time. i like this theory, strange and beautiful.
and then theres the Akashic records thing (weird i say) which is like a universal database of knowledge that is accessed during dreams, the trance state, or spontaneously. Supposedly we have a "life map" planned out and it is accessible to us in the Akashic Records. When we experience deja vu, it is like a flash of insight that is telling us that we are on the right path in life and that particular moment has been somehow planned out. sorta Carl Jung-ish huh.
well if that was too confusing theres always the matrix theory, that deja vus are kinda like hot-swapping mass storage devices in which sometimes you get a replay of residual data. hah. hah.
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and yes our dearest nat is back hotter than ever before (she paid me to say this)
(and this is the cue for me to say: )Yay nat you re back! i love you! now we can hang out again! =P
~eLi.
"sheila rides on crashing nightingale
intake eyes leave passing vapor trails
with blushing brilliance alive
because it's time to arrive"
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| Wednesday, July 07, 2004 |
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that familiar giggle...
that infamous hiyah!
and that wide as a cheshire cat grin!
WELCOME BACK NAT!
~mei~ |
| posted by 3 @ 2:09 AM |
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| Tuesday, July 06, 2004 |
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hello hello hello.. i'm home! and i haven't been able to call many people to scream my hellos because i left my SIM card in Hawaii and i'm currently using my mommy's hp and if used to much, she'll scream at me.
so people, i'm home. and i'm lying on mei's bed now. and she has nice hair. so weird seeing her in short hair. but yay! i'm gonna meet eli later. yay yay yay!!!
nat |
| posted by 3 @ 2:20 PM |
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and he looked me straight in the eye and asked,
"look into my eyes, tell me what you see. Nothing right? You don't see anything because I'm empty. Its all cold isn't it?"
so what, just what do you say to that? to someone who's lost himself in a foreign land, a home he can't call home. its the kinda wretched feeling that makes your heart ache. literally. because you want to help but you know that there's nothing much you can do but try at least to offer a momentary respite from the life that he dreads.
i cry now because i remember the person you used to be. that jolly lad, that monkey who was always laughing and who always made me laugh, you with your fuck it attitude. all i sense now are barriers, laughter that hides your tears.
i hope that you'll be strong enough to hang on, till you can come back to where your heart belongs. i hope that that one day of genuine laughter and tears is enough to let you remember that there are people who love you, and that it is enough to tide you over. i hope that you find what you're looking for...
~mei~ |
| posted by 3 @ 12:33 AM |
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| Monday, July 05, 2004 |
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Nat is coming baaack Nat is coming baacck Nat is coming baaack! WHee!!!!!
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Mei |
| posted by 3 @ 1:36 AM |
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| Friday, July 02, 2004 |
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i think i've been soaking up too much of the sun and am clubbing too much. i'm actually tired. but its been a nice few days.
nat
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