All good things come in threes.
triquetra.threemusketeers.2for1bargains.trilogies.
threeblindmice.triathelons.muffins.goldilocksandthethreebears.charmed.triangle.
three-toed-sloths.triplets.orion-belt.mahjong-dice.
NAT-MEI-ELI.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
i havent blogged for so long i didnt even know that blogspot changed its whole format and stuff. im how suaku. sorry if ive been living in a well lately...work is taking up all of my time and as much as i try to keep up with meeting people and socialising, i have to tell all you students and potential workaholics out there that becoming a working adult will put u at the crossroads of having no social life. i think i officially have no social life. =( i miss my friends and my boyfriend and climbing and my alone time!!!! nonetheless, being in a job that involves lots of interaction with different people everyday brings about a certain kind of satisfaction. Im tired but im good. just to let everyone know that im still alive. and please do still ask me out for coffee cos my hours are irregular and i can be free at odd hours of the day. By the way if u like the melt in your mouth kind of savoury sweet CNY peanut cookies, theres a temp. stall at raffles place mrt station that sells them for $13 a box. The brand's called Ah Moy. the cornflake cookies are pretty damn yummy too. beeeeg beeeeg box and the best ive eaten. in a bid of trying to eat lesser junk, ive only been sneaking in 1 peanut cookie every night before bedtime. =( im not very successful at keeping the no. at 1 though. they seriously meeeeeelllllltttttttttttt in your mouth. need to sleep now. till when im free to blog again. and nat can you post up the pics we took when u were back???!!! i want them!!! eLi.
we're finally happy.... We found a new bestfriend. Meet Mr. Playstation 2. Its slim, black and super light. Its one of the reasons why we procrastinate getting out chores done but its yet another communication tool. we finally agree on the same issues like choosing which games to play. AND we don't have to result in physical abuse anymore, its more of a virtual and animated battle from here. hahahaaa.. i'm waiting for my ebay games to arrive. then we'll see who's better at grand theft auto! whoooohooooo..!
This is my bumper post of pictures starting with christmas with my law homies playing our usual boardgame!! The purple plasticine thingy is K.O.'s interpretation of Wembley Stadium.
when i can't sleep at night, youtube becomes my best friend.
mei suggested that i watch the episode of xiaxue getting a nose job. would you consider plastic surgery?? its not a very taboo issue anymore but i doubt i'll ever grow the guts for it. i have kazillion imperfections but somehow, with time, i've managed to grow into them and just let it be. so oh well. love youself!
here's for everyone who missed it.
and who ever exotic danced in secondary school!!!?!?!?!?! i never even knew people had sex let alone exotic danced?!?! on the side note, i think the beatbox boy is quite cute. very entertaining. i would date him if he's older. see! I like asian men too!! hahahahahaaaaa.
new semester. new habits. new social setting. new relationship. new appearances and a new me.
i say this every time i return to hawaii and every time i start a new semester. i have this amazing plan of the things i want to accomplish, the grades i'll get, the people i'll meet and more importantly, the relationship i'll have. for most parts, i never succeed. except for the grades, which are fantastic mind you, i kind of sink in all the other aspects.
i promised myself that i will make the effort to change this semester. study a little harder because it's my final semester. read a little more because its my escapism. go to the beach and tan longer because i just like the combination of it all: the sun, the sand and the sea. i want to do the things that i've always wanted to do but never did because i was either lazy, too broke or just plain bored. BUT, i promised that i will make that effort. to go hiking, to sew more, to get my scuba diving license and to surf a little better.
i dunno what i'm going to do after this. i think that i have too much to lose and there really is a need to make the right decisions. i've come so far and learnt so much to drop everything to obediently return home just to appease my family. yes, i do love my home. i honestly do. however, i honestly feel that i am too young to return home to work for some rubbish hotel. maybe i might be able to get out eventually when i'm older, more financially stable and hopefully, responsibility free. however, that doesn't seem very likely. i want to go out. do more. see more and more importantly, experience more. because life is meaningless without experiences.
i hope u like the new background. i think its pretty. like i said, its my time for a change all over again.
if there's one thing that you guys out there must learn, its that you can never love your girl too much, because there can never be such a thing as too much love (well yes, i know people have murdered over love and all that jazz but im talking about love in a normal, healthy relationship context).
I don't understand it. if you claim that you love someone a whole whole lot and that that girl is the girl that you love the mostest in the whole wide world, why hold back? you promise us the world even if we don't ask for it, and then when you don't deliver, we get disappointed, and when we get disappointed, you call us unreasonable. its not fair.
yes genius i am talking about myself, i was just trying to make it seem as generic as possible but since i've already said i'm talking about myself i guess there's no point making it generic anymore.
ramble ramble i shall ramble on because i can't help but be disappointed. is it fair that you think i'm throwing a tantrum because I haven't seen you since last saturday and you weren't intending to see me tonight because you boys were planning a boys' night out? is it fair that you are upset because i am upset that in spite of your promises that tonight wouldn't be a boys' night out, it still turned out that way? you claim that you had to go over to jude's for dinner blah blah blah. it doesn't take a genius to figure out that if you truly wanted to spend time with me, you would've made the effort to. im not asking you to move the rock of gibraltar for me. All i asked for was that you come over earlier to watch some dvds and chill. but no. your weekends are too precious. you don't want to waste it.
so ladidaaa to hell with your boys' night out. there's only so much disappointment a girl can take. and if that point in time comes, you can have alllllll the boys' nights out you want in the world! enjoy! :)
its nearing the end of the first week of school and its already been somewhat of a mad rush, perhaps owing to the fact that i've absolutely committed myself to studying extremely hard this sem because its my last. so far i've only been late for one class! so that's a good sign i hope? haha can I also please say that it feels absolutely wonderful to be back in school?
Rain = no run = feeling sluggish and also = dumbass frogs croaking their lungs out in my garden. Does anyone know how to get rid of frogs?
So anyhoo, the plan this year is to try to make it on my grad trip either to see Nat or to Europe with the rest of the law folks. Either way i'm going to need loads of moolah. SO anyone please help! If you know of anyone who needs someone to work or give tuition etc etc etc the first person that you need to think of is meeeee pleasee pleasee ok?
one of the central themes surrounding my thoughts early this year has been.. ready or not... MARRIAGE! hold your horses. i'm NOT getting married. They were merely thoughts sparked by a stupid TCS8drama-esque quarrel with the boyfriend. after we had both calmed down we started talking about our future almost semi seriously. the million dollar question of course, was whether i was willing to wait. for him. the contents of our longdrawn conversation are too lengthy to describe in detail here but really, i knew that all i wanted was to be sure that he could take care of me, and yes i meant financially. *horrorhorrorshockshock**she's being so materialistic*
but it isn't about materialism is it? its not about having lots of money to throw around because i dont need to bathe in champagne. I know that i'll be able to take care of myself, but at the end of the day i also know that i'm an old fashioned kinda girl who doesn't need to take her wallet out when her man's around, simply because, he can.
another typical singapore material girl? i beg to differ.
Its been such a long time since we gotten together as girls and had fun just as girls. It almost felt like we were 19 again. the difficult part about it all was the fact that we aren't 19 anymore and we can't behave with reckless abandon no more.
